Finding Inspiration & The Art of Letting Go

There was a point in the later weeks of winter when I felt I might never be inspired again. I felt depleted and wondered what I could possibly paint next. Do you ever have days like that? Like the well has run completely dry?

There was just one drop of creativity left inside me: I wanted to use my new red fuchsite watercolor paint. That’s all I started with: a little pink paint and the thought of a flower.

Six days and eight paintings later, my mind was full of ideas again. I don’t quite understand how inspiration is “magically” replenished, but I do know that sometimes it won’t happen until the paint brush touches paper.

Daydream Lilies | By Ashley Pahl 2022

Since those dreary March days, I had painted about 30 new botanical paintings. I thought that I had completed a full spring florals collection, but something didn't feel quite right.

Sometimes it's hard to know the difference between self-doubt and intuition.

I trusted my gut, and I'm glad I did. I re-painted many of the pieces that inspired the whole series to begin with. My saucer magnolias became looser and gained movement. My tulips went from folksy to a little bit more modern.

Saucer Magnolias | Ashley Pahl 2022

While I liked (and still like) my first attempt at this series, I didn't feel like I stood behind them 100%. With my new paintings, I feel like they truly represent my vision for this collection, and I'm actually excited to share them with you!

So trust your intuition. Be willing to let go of work that doesn’t fill your soul - your next attempt could be a creative breakthrough.